Ciel

Alimente-moi, ciel. Coule encore. Pleure encore. Submerge-moi, ciel. Montre-moi, ciel, qui je suis. Fais-moi courrir. Évades-moi de mes pensées sombres et routinières. Coule encore, et plus fort. Hurle, ciel. Frappe-moi si tu veux. Rugis, mais ne te calme pas... ne m'abandonne pas. Ne me rejette pas dans cet état d'esprit faible et ridicule. Garde-moi dans ton illusion, dans cette atmosphère d'importance. Prend-moi. Emporte-moi. Je veux disparaître en toi et te laisser mener le chariot. Nous nous joinderons au vent et au froid et nous planerons. Nous volerons soulagés dans une amnésie chaleureuse. Divertis-moi, ciel. Ne m'oublie pas, ciel...

Je ne serai jamais assez pour moi-même. Je ne serai jamais assez pour personne...

You became true

It is just for your arms, it is just for your heart, it is just for your deep look... that I was waiting and waiting again.

I remember talking to you and never got answers back.
You were a dream, you were an illusion that would have never became true.
But now, you're here and you talk to me. You look deeply in me and I finaly feel sincerity. I finaly feel security.
My warm You. My sweet You.
You are surely an angel... and you became true.

Change

I'm searching something to say. I'm searching something to feel, to live. I'm tired of my own concerns. I'm tired of my own person, my own feelings. Childish feelings, stupid feelings.

Change. I just want something to change. I've passed my life to wait. Waiting for something new. 'Cause I'm getting tired so fast of my situations. The sun's never warm enough. The wind's never fresh enough. My loneliness keeps killing me. Little by little.

"Has no one told you she's not breathing ? " *


* Evanescence - Hello

Nobody's Home

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

Too much love...

I’m just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
I’m far away from home
And I’ve been facing this alone
For much too long

I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
In my tangled state of mind
I’ve been looking back to find
Where I went wrong

Too much love will kill you
If you can’t make up your mind
Torn between the lover
And the love you leave behind
You’re headed for disaster’cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you
Every time

I’m just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there’s no way out of this for me
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
How would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can’t you see that it’s impossible to choose
No there’s no making sense of it
Every way I go I’m bound to lose

Too much love will kill you
Just as sure as none at al
lIt’ll drain the power that’s in you
Make you plead and scream and crawl
And the pain will make you crazy
You’re the victim of your crime
Too much love will kill you
Every time

Too much love will kill you
It’ll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you
And you won’t understand why
You’d give your life, you’d sell your soul
But here it comes again
Too much love will kill you
In the end...
In the end.

Too much love will kill you - QUEEN

Don't care

Why would you care... just don't care.
You don't care... why would you care.
That's all for me, and I don't care.

Why would they care...
They don't care...

I don't feel it. I don't feel like I deserve it. Why would you care. Sleep tight and don't care.